It Gives a Lovely Light, Draft Three: Day Five

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Day five is over. What can I say about day five?

ugly cry dawson

sad

kill me 2It did not go well is what I’m saying.

I started my read through. I tried reading word by word. I tried reading out loud. I tried reading it like a reader. None of it worked well.

I am officially so sick of this book.

gahhWhat am I supposed to do with that? I’m still determined to finish the read through tonight. I’m only about four chapters from the end, so I should be able to do it. But at this moment I feel like this book is terrible and I’m a failure because of it. My writing buddy assures me this is not the case and I’m just going to have to get by on her faith in my project for now.

everything will be okayTo calm myself, I’ve decided I’m just going to send my manuscript off to her for beta reading first before I subject anyone else to it. I’ve convinced myself there will be many changes for draft four as there are a tonne of new things in draft three. I have lost confidence. But, hopefully, having someone read it and the distance it will give me while I wait will restore it, or the little I had to begin with.

Okay, I’m off to finish reading. This will be my last blog on this draft. Thanks to the folks that have read the whole week, or even just one day. The blogging has helped in my accountability. Overall, I had a really good week. I wish I could do this forever, but alas. I return to the life of an aviation analyst on Monday.

bye5

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